I haven’t written an actual blog in 9 weeks. To be clear, 9 weeks feels more like 90 when your soul requires it to actually and—fully, thrive.
What I’ve been doing instead?
Telling myself for 9 weeks that my full attention was ‘required’ on the new mentor who was calling my ever-loving a** to much more and the course I was hunkered down creating (my very first digital product to be exact). Not exactly false…as a matter of fact, very much true…I have the remnants of eye strain, creator’s high and broken nails to prove it…but I couldn’t help but wonder if I was doing somewhat of a ‘due diligence’ in managing my own (high) expectations OR was I really just turning off the abundance of time, energy and creativity that flows to and through me always?
Quite simply put: I could have made time to write and blog, as it’s a simple action of just letting the message flow abundantly through when it wants to come through (daily), but instead…we made up a story around time and energy scarcity. Que Sera, Sera.
Let me be really clear. It wasn’t always this way (things weren’t always flowing).